I seriously dunno wat to comment on this bloody day of mine!
Having e most HATED time of the month and yet got scolding from my Arsehole boss!
He really spoils my day! I dunno y i chose to stay to work for him while i have a number of jobs waiting for me. Mayb i should tender my resignation soon.

U Bloody Arsehole! Cant you give me all e info that i need and stop yelling @ my mistakes?YOU!, u r also in e wrong! And stop saying that i didnt update you on ur emails and stuffs! Can they get into ur head when u r bz? So wat i have all e authority and freedom here?
Do u think i like to b ur UNDERPAID PA? Make this clear! The answer is NO! BTW, STOP telling me that the GI business is not doing well! The premiums are so high compared to the renewals! How do u expect ppl to do their renewals with u?

ARGH!!!!!

Cos of this matter, u wanna ask for a meeting and get e other involved? Wat do u mean by letting me noe wat my specific job scope?
Dun tell me u r not happy abt this morning's matter cos u think i m happy har?!

Go and eat sh!t la!!!!

不变心的情人

我们常常问自己爱的人：

　　"你会不会变？"　　

我们害怕他会变心。我们害怕爱情会变。　　

首先改变的往往不是一个人的心，而是他对事情的看法。　　

两个人相爱的时候：大家对事情的看法几乎是一致的。因为看法一致，所以我们更加珍惜对方，更加觉得这段爱情是不可多得的。　　

然而，当其中一方成长得比较快，两个人对事情的看法开始有点差异。以前，当他说："我觉得这件事情--"她会点头同意，说："对呀，我也这样认为。"　　

现在，当他说："我觉得这件事情--"的时候，她会摇头说："我不同意你的看法。"　　

他，她不再崇拜他，不再欣赏他，不再像以前那么爱他。其实她还是爱着他，她没改变，只是她对事情的看法改变了，而他却没有改变。两个人的差异愈来愈大，对事情的看法愈来愈不一样，她开始重新考虑他是否是那个陪她一起走人生路的人。她对他的爱渐渐改变，她的心开始变了。　　

先变的不是爱情，而是观点。想情人永不变心，你要不断重新认识改变了的对方。重新欣赏改变了的对方。



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当需要的 慢慢不同了 是不是 意味着变了

最常在吵架的时候听到 以前的你不是这样的 以前的你不会这样的 以前。。。以前。。。

是你变了 还是我变了？

I just dun understand y r u initiating e break up and u r e one who says dun wanna break up? R u playing a game with me? Anyway, i feel much better after talking to Chris. U r hindering me from moving forward and i m being dragged behind by u. Cant u just grow up? Breaking and patching up has been like any lunch or dinner for me already. If u wanna let go, just do so!
Since u mentioned that ur friends also say i m so fucked up, y do u still wan me? Might as well, break up with me and go after them? Like i had said b4, if u think u can find someone who treats u better den i do, go ahead and be with them! And to tell u e truth, ppl ard me dun wanna see me suffering becos of u and u r NOT worthy of me at all!
I dun think u have ever appreciate wat i had done and gave up for u! NEVER!!!!!!!! I dun wanna give up on this R/S but u r just forcing me to! I find everything so sickening! EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARSEHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dunno if our love's fading or we r both too selfish and only thinking for ourselves.
1 thing i BELIEVE is that u have NEVER trust me. U feel that u have been a good bf and i think that i had been a good gf till e time u lost job. Should u think that I've been flirting with other guys, go ahead den! U DUN HAVE TO ACT SO SECRETLY WHEN UR GIRL FRIENDS CALL U ESP WHEN I M AT UR PLACE? IF YOU THINKING THEY R THE TYPES OF GIRLS FOR U DEN GO AHEAD AND BE WITH THEM!
I m just freaking tired of going to ur place. There is nth much to do at ur place just like how u feel towards my home. So wat i have freedom at ur place? I have NEVER feel easy! Have u wonder how i feel when i m lying on ur bed? Do u think i can really sleep? I dun like ur toilet at all and it SMELLS!
I HATE those DUMB logics of ur's! AND LET ME TELL U THIS, I WILL NEVER NEVER FALL FOR MY BF'S FRIEND OR MY BEST FRIEND'S BF! GET THIS SHIT INTO UR HEAD PLEASE!
If u think that we dun suit each other or u had enuff of me, den i think it's better for us to go our own way! Thats e best way out for the both of us!

U go think abt it! I've been looking forward to celebrate Ser's birthday and U BLOODY HELL SPOIL MY MOOD! I HATE U!!!!!!

巨蟹座一失恋会顷刻间感觉一无所有。时间、金钱、精力都随着爱情的结束而付诸东流，甚至连朋友也因自己之前对友情的忽略，而冷漠以对。因为不想让家 人担心，只好一个人背负所有的痛。你依然笑着，可是心却牢牢关上了门。为成全家人的期望，你会接受他人的爱，但却永远不会主动付出爱。
情伤疗法：

把思念和悲伤尽情爆发、释放，肆意碰触那些可勾起回忆、触动情绪的物品或情境，终有一天会伤无可伤，泪无可流。倦了、累了，便也麻木了。

Its e last day of March and time flies...

Looking back these 3 months, it seems like not much things had been done. Haven't register for my p/t course and the worst was i failed my final theory twice already..

Dun make me lose faith in myself... I m not dumb, i m just lazy... Whahahaha... Trust me, I am Mad early this morning.... Hohohohoho..

Wonder wat's everyone doing now... Bleah.. Like i say, i'm mad! @_@ Time to go prepare to go work....

Ciaos~

I'm Gonna catch ya good >0<

Wow... Hasn't been updating since end Feb and it's coming to mid March already. Hohoho...
Not much happened thou..
Went Sentosa last Sat with my sisters to celebrate e birthday of my little sis... Bus journey from home to Harbour Front took us 1hour and we had appt with the Foot Reflex @ the previous Underwater World monorail station. We went for the Spa Fish Dip and it was so ticklish.. LMAO... Had the foot reflex and back massage, guess wat... It feels like they r just pressing the pressure points so gentlely.. OMG.. This cost me $50 for the whole package.. I swear i will nv go there for e massages anymore..
After the massages, went Underwater World and it was soo crowded! There are alot of changes to the exhibits. Lots to explain but little time to type.. Find out @ http://www.underwaterworld.com.sg/ Lol..
The worst thing that happen to me is falling down.. I hate it!!!! Rmb i mentioned i went for the foot reflex, i was not allowed to wash my legs within that hour so washed only when i got home and as the common toilet was in use, i went to my mum's toilet to wash without soap. The best part was mum mopped the floor in e morning and hence the floor is very smooth.. I was running after dar after our dinner back to my room and ooops... I skied and there i am lying flat on the floor. OUCH! I hurted both knees with blue black and my arm muscles. They r just starting to recover...

Shall continue again... =X