Wow~ Just realised that i haven been blogging since August... That's looong..

Many things happened and i even went for a holiday in Hong Kong in Sept. It was fun but terribly HOT.. My nose got burnt while playing in DisneyLand. Spent quite a bit there shopping. Stayed in 2 different hotels there. Only the one in DisneyLand is better. Disney Hollywood Hotel!!! The bed's comfy and i like the overall of my room. The lousier hotel I stayed in is Kimberly Hotel.. Bed is not comfy and room is sooooo small. But at least they have bathtub for me to soak in after a full day of walking and shopping.

Too much shopping is bad for health~ LOL.. Actually this HongKong trip of mine was organised by mum for my little sister. At 1st they wanted to get a guided tour but after much convincing, they finally agreed to get a F&E tour provided I tag along.. =.=" No choice, i tagged along and become their tour guide there. OMG! I've never been to HongKong and my canto is real bad. They expect me to bring them around? Thats funny lor.. Nevertheless, i fulfilled my role as a guide there.

Somehow my boss didnt wan me to take so many days of leave or he wanted to cut cost, he terminate my service with immediate notice on 1st Sept. Cos of that, i dun really have mood to pack my luggage and did the biggest mistake of not putting my toothpaste and facial cleanser into a ziplock bag. My cleanser burst in my luggage in the plane and luckily it is inside the check-in luggage if not... I die!!! LOL... While emoing about not having a job alr, i tot i had to survive without facial cleanser in HongKong as I dun usually use other brands. To my surprised upon reaching Hotel Kimberly, I saw the shop selling Laneige products! I was overjoyed and hurried there after checking into the hotel.

Thats all for now.
Nite people... =)

紙戒指

一個女人和一個男人戀愛了。
女友有一次看到人家手上戴的白金戒指很漂亮，就羨慕的說：我也要有。男人看在眼裡，可是他實在太窮，買不起好看的白金戒指。
不久，在女人過生日時，男人送給女人一個用那種透水油紙包著的紙戒指。很別緻，重重的，正在戀愛中的女人戴在手上，左看右看，就覺得自己真的好幸福。
女人後來嫁人了，新郎當然不是他。男人除了上那種沒什麼錢的班，吃 飯之外，還寫些她看也不想看的稿子。她不想嫁給他，雖然她很愛他。
她嫁給了一個有錢的男人。 是的，女人結婚的時候，上從耳朵、脖子，中至雙臂，以至於腳踝，全身白金、黃金，金光閃閃。她把男人送給她的紙戒指塞到抽屜的角落。可是不久之後，她那多金的老公因為家族公司出事，陷入困境，老公也因此涉及不法行為，鋃鐺入獄。女人悲從中來，忽然就憶起了送她紙戒指的男人。
一天，女人在街上不期而遇男人。男人很大方，邀女人到他家坐坐。男人也結婚了，住在租來的房子。女人看到男人家裡的擺設，仍然是很清苦的樣子。男人的妻子替女人倒茶，女人看到男人的妻子手上也戴著和被自己扔在抽屜角落幾乎一摸一樣的紙戒指。男人的妻子離開客廳的時候，她可以感覺男人過得很幸福，而他的妻子也是。不像自己的一無所有，連丈夫都身陷囫圇。
後來女人在一本雜誌裳看到一篇文章，題目是「紙戒指」，作者不擇不扣就是他。女人看完文章後，便一切都明白了。她迅速打開抽屜，模出了被她丟在角落裡沾滿了灰塵的紙戒指。她小心地將油紙剝開，剝著剝著，眼前赫然就是一隻純純正正地白金戒指。文章裡說，為了買這只戒指，在那個全民皆窮的年代，只好瞞著女人去賣血，因為女人的生日就迫在眉睫，去賺、去借都來不及了。女人哭了，眼淚滴在戒指上。女人隨後又將紙戒指小心翼翼的還原回去。
從此，女人不論上班下班都只戴著紙戒指，同事們都讚賞她的戒指精緻又好看，有創意，問她是誰送的，女人不禁黯然，說：很多東西，要等到失去了，才知道它的珍貴。

曾經聽過一段話：
在對的時間，遇見對的人，是一生幸福
在對的時間，遇見錯的人，是一場心傷
在錯的時間，遇見錯的人，是一段荒唐
在錯的時間，遇見對的人，是一陣歎息
其實有些事情，真的是沒得到的時候，最珍貴美麗你是否分得清楚誰是你最愛的人，
誰是最愛你的人，誰是你要共度一生的人.
你最愛的，往往沒有選擇你；最愛你的，往往不是你最愛的；
而最長久的，偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的，
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你，會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢？
沒有人是故意要變心的，他愛你的時候是真的愛你，
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了，
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你；
同樣的，他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。

聰明的人喜歡猜心，雖然每次都猜對了，卻失去了自己的心.........
傻氣的人喜歡給心，雖然每次都被笑了，卻得到了別人的心........

6 long yrs passed, i just can't understand why my memories for u is still huanting me. Somehow, somewhere somewhat, it's just like the ghost of u and me. I hate this feeling, it's so torturing!
What can i do to forget and feel nth when u pop out into my mind? My friends say Let time heal, time will tell and if u r meant to b mine, u will come back. All i noe is i got no more feelings for u alr, wat i have now is memories of u and me. I dun need u to come back to me as well, cos in the 1st place we were nv meant to b, we belong to 2 different world.
I hope u r doing well in ur life and of cos i do hope ur girlfriends will treasure u as much as i did when we were together. Take care, J****

I seriously dunno wat to comment on this bloody day of mine!
Having e most HATED time of the month and yet got scolding from my Arsehole boss!
He really spoils my day! I dunno y i chose to stay to work for him while i have a number of jobs waiting for me. Mayb i should tender my resignation soon.

U Bloody Arsehole! Cant you give me all e info that i need and stop yelling @ my mistakes?YOU!, u r also in e wrong! And stop saying that i didnt update you on ur emails and stuffs! Can they get into ur head when u r bz? So wat i have all e authority and freedom here?
Do u think i like to b ur UNDERPAID PA? Make this clear! The answer is NO! BTW, STOP telling me that the GI business is not doing well! The premiums are so high compared to the renewals! How do u expect ppl to do their renewals with u?

ARGH!!!!!

Cos of this matter, u wanna ask for a meeting and get e other involved? Wat do u mean by letting me noe wat my specific job scope?
Dun tell me u r not happy abt this morning's matter cos u think i m happy har?!

Go and eat sh!t la!!!!

不变心的情人

我们常常问自己爱的人：

　　"你会不会变？"　　

我们害怕他会变心。我们害怕爱情会变。　　

首先改变的往往不是一个人的心，而是他对事情的看法。　　

两个人相爱的时候：大家对事情的看法几乎是一致的。因为看法一致，所以我们更加珍惜对方，更加觉得这段爱情是不可多得的。　　

然而，当其中一方成长得比较快，两个人对事情的看法开始有点差异。以前，当他说："我觉得这件事情--"她会点头同意，说："对呀，我也这样认为。"　　

现在，当他说："我觉得这件事情--"的时候，她会摇头说："我不同意你的看法。"　　

他，她不再崇拜他，不再欣赏他，不再像以前那么爱他。其实她还是爱着他，她没改变，只是她对事情的看法改变了，而他却没有改变。两个人的差异愈来愈大，对事情的看法愈来愈不一样，她开始重新考虑他是否是那个陪她一起走人生路的人。她对他的爱渐渐改变，她的心开始变了。　　

先变的不是爱情，而是观点。想情人永不变心，你要不断重新认识改变了的对方。重新欣赏改变了的对方。



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当需要的 慢慢不同了 是不是 意味着变了

最常在吵架的时候听到 以前的你不是这样的 以前的你不会这样的 以前。。。以前。。。

是你变了 还是我变了？

I just dun understand y r u initiating e break up and u r e one who says dun wanna break up? R u playing a game with me? Anyway, i feel much better after talking to Chris. U r hindering me from moving forward and i m being dragged behind by u. Cant u just grow up? Breaking and patching up has been like any lunch or dinner for me already. If u wanna let go, just do so!
Since u mentioned that ur friends also say i m so fucked up, y do u still wan me? Might as well, break up with me and go after them? Like i had said b4, if u think u can find someone who treats u better den i do, go ahead and be with them! And to tell u e truth, ppl ard me dun wanna see me suffering becos of u and u r NOT worthy of me at all!
I dun think u have ever appreciate wat i had done and gave up for u! NEVER!!!!!!!! I dun wanna give up on this R/S but u r just forcing me to! I find everything so sickening! EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARSEHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dunno if our love's fading or we r both too selfish and only thinking for ourselves.
1 thing i BELIEVE is that u have NEVER trust me. U feel that u have been a good bf and i think that i had been a good gf till e time u lost job. Should u think that I've been flirting with other guys, go ahead den! U DUN HAVE TO ACT SO SECRETLY WHEN UR GIRL FRIENDS CALL U ESP WHEN I M AT UR PLACE? IF YOU THINKING THEY R THE TYPES OF GIRLS FOR U DEN GO AHEAD AND BE WITH THEM!
I m just freaking tired of going to ur place. There is nth much to do at ur place just like how u feel towards my home. So wat i have freedom at ur place? I have NEVER feel easy! Have u wonder how i feel when i m lying on ur bed? Do u think i can really sleep? I dun like ur toilet at all and it SMELLS!
I HATE those DUMB logics of ur's! AND LET ME TELL U THIS, I WILL NEVER NEVER FALL FOR MY BF'S FRIEND OR MY BEST FRIEND'S BF! GET THIS SHIT INTO UR HEAD PLEASE!
If u think that we dun suit each other or u had enuff of me, den i think it's better for us to go our own way! Thats e best way out for the both of us!

U go think abt it! I've been looking forward to celebrate Ser's birthday and U BLOODY HELL SPOIL MY MOOD! I HATE U!!!!!!